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| Sunday, August 27th, 2006 | | 6:04 pm |
well summer is officially over...everyone is back up here in frostburg to start school tomorrow. I finished all of my summer classes and have a 4.0 is grad school so far :) im teaching 10th grade world history at allegany high school in cumberand this semester...i met my mentor teacher last week and he gave me his huge binder of lesson plans and the first unit im teaching is the reformation, wahooo. haha. ive been working a lot, just got done two 10pm-6:30am shifts for the fall floorset. they were pretty fun. it makes me sad that i only have this year left of working there :( i moved in to my sorority house this past may and i love it. the house is great and my roommates are even better. we're definitely goig to have an awesome year. i actually have a few guy interests...but somethings holding me back, telling me to stay single for a while....i dont know why. but im going to follow my instinct. im still debating whether or not to get a kitten. haha, i dunno if my other cat will like that too much...shes a bitch sometimes. lol. a ton of ppl i know are giving them away so i dunno.... | | Sunday, March 20th, 2005 | | 10:40 pm |
i love this song :)
"i don't wanna know i don't wanna know your eyes were covered in sunglasses when they first met mine i sat there and stared at you you didn't seem to mind the awkward ways we meet first comes heavy breathing staring at the ceiling what will happen next i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i never cared how i dressed before but i cared that night anticipation ran through my bones and my clothes never fit right i can't wait 'til we meet again first comes heavy breathing staring at the ceiling what will happen next i don't wanna know i don't wanna know framed pictures start to be put on the walls constant visits while im out on the road its hard to leave sometimes but you know where i lay my head at night first comes heavy breathing staring at the ceiling what will happen next i don't wanna know i don't wanna know" Current Mood:  relaxed | | Sunday, January 30th, 2005 | | 5:52 pm |
its days like these that i miss brian the most... Well it must be kind of crowded on the streets of Heaven - So tell me, what do you need him for? Current Mood:  thoughtful | | Monday, January 3rd, 2005 | | 11:02 pm |
suuup homies....I'M HOME!!! well, i've actually been home for a little bit but have been really busy. christmas was awesome :) Got a lot of clothes, like i need them...makeup, Evanescence's Anywhere but Home CD, shoes, some jewelry, a purse, and the Britney Spears purfume!! haha i wanted it......it smells good! justin got me some cool presents...a nacho cookbook, Pearl Jam's greatest hits (awhile ago but it was for christmas...and im in love with it)...an Italy calendar and a bookmark with Japanese writing that says "Long Life". out of all my presents that was probably my favorite :) it even made me cry. all in all it was a great christmas :) new years was good too :) teri G came up and chris took us to his roommates friends field party in frederick. it was fun! it was a little chilly, but it actually was nice out. had some drinks of course haha and went to bed at 7am only to wake up at 830am for work :( haha but it was ok. i worked form 10-6 on saturday and 11-6 on sunday, two long days going on no sleep. i think im caught up now though work is gooood...our store is actually closing after i go back to school at the end of January so that kinda bums me out. but my boss wants me to transfer over to the mt airy store with her...but im not sure yet. i guess we'll see in a few weeks. i'll be doing inventory at that store this sunday from 4-11pm so i'll check it out and see. im geting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow ahhhh yikes! all 4 cut out. oh well, it's needed. all my friends are really nice in helping me out and seeing if i need anything. :) kinda nervous but i'll be on drugs so its all good haha hope everythings going well with everyone :) happy new year! Current Mood:  loved | | Sunday, December 12th, 2004 | | 11:44 am |
holy hell, i havent updated in a while. as of right now...NO MORE CLASSES!!! im done my finals next thursday, but cant come home til saturday cuz I got scheduled to work. oh well, its all good, at least i get some extra money. erin and jeremy are moving back home next semester cuz jeremy needs to work with his band and erin says she needs to work in general because she has no money :( its really sad...like really sad. erins one of my best friends and jeremy too...living with someone for 2 years can make people grow together. you dont really know and understand someone until you live with them. but, we already made plans for this break and next semester...their having a big party at their apt. for like a christening if you will, my 21st b-day, and erin said there are a few concerts here she wants to see...so i mean, it wont be THAT bad but i'll miss her waking me up early on a weekend to get breakfast, or jeremy seeing me and going "BIIIIIIIIIG ERIIIIIIN" or us stepping in puddles or jeremy's stoner laugh or the "hot and cold subs" skit or erin making me skip class or making me do anything for that matter haha im going to miss those little things and many more :( but, however, i am getting excited. ironic enough my good friends from home have been calling me off the hook making plans to see eachother! im happy!!! i cant wait to see everybody! especially mary...i havent seen her since august!!! tom and dave want us to stop by and visit them :D (if you know who they are, you know why im smiling). anyway, school is going well...hopefully i have all A's with a B in geography. if i get an A on the exam, i might be able to pull off an A. i kicked my english class ASS this past month and a half, writing kick ass papers and putting a lot of effort into revising and editing them. my teacher went out of her way to tell me i was an excellent writer and my performances have been great. i was happy about that. spring semester will be pretty easy, i have 2- 400 level history classes (but b/c my major is social sciences i LOVE it) can't play softball, for obvious reasons...makes me upset. i have a surgery consultation on dec. 30th...i still havent made up my mind. im going alone this time, to really put my thoughts out there so hopefully that'll lead me to the right direction. im off that blood thinning medicine now...its good and bad. since my bloods starting to get thinker again its putting more stress on the valve and it hurts. but, my lack of memory isnt as bad so yay. haha im trying my best to make light of everything. american eagle has been amazing, i cant believe ive been there for almost 4 months! the people i work with are so great and of course the discount is wonderful :) im really glad i got a job there not only to meet and work with new people but just to have extra money for any bills i have or christmas presents or what have you. its been good. all of us went out on friday night to the football house...i got pretty trashed. haha pretty trashed is certainly an understatement. it was fun though. and last night we went to TKE/soccer boys houses and partied there then went by the football house cuz we love those boys (plus they had a keg lol) and teri and i slept over there cuz we got messed up pretty bad. and funny story: so last night teri and i fell on jack's bed and laid there for a bit talking. jack and scott and mike came in so we managed to get some energy and get up. well, when i did i must have put my arm on the bed somehow cuz after i did, i felt a sharp pain in my elbow. i looked at it and it was gushing blood! eww. i freaked out and saw a piece of beer bottle glass ON HIS BED!! ahhh! luckily Tim knows first aid so he had all these supplies. it was really deep. if it would been a tad deeper i wouldve needed stictches. i was like "Random! but cool" the end! alright, off to go study and take care of my sick little friends. peace homies! Current Mood: happy | | Thursday, November 25th, 2004 | | 10:59 pm |
"ah, is there room for both of us? both of us apart? are we bound out of obligation? is that all we've got? i get the words, and then i get to thinkin' i don't wanna think, i wanna feel and how do i feel? and how do i... if you're the only one, will i never be enough? hail, hail the lucky ones, i refer to those in love swore i'd love you till the day i die, and beyond.. are we going to the same place? if so, can i come? it's egg rolling thick and heavy all the past you carry oh, i could be new... you underestimate me if you're the only one, will i never be enough? hail, hail the lucky ones, i refer to those in love i sometimes realize i could only be as good as you'll let me are you woman enough to be my man? bandaged hand in hand i find it on the run in a race that can't be won all hail the lucky ones, i refer to those in love if you're my only one, so could you only one? i want to be your one, enough... you won, your one, your hun" Current Mood:  confused | | Monday, November 8th, 2004 | | 6:17 pm |
trail of salad...all the spitting...an hour of alcohol searching...all the delays while i had to pee...drinking out of the coffee container...bed dives (and pushing!!)...55 minutes to 0 minutes yesss--oh shit nevermind...looking gay in my sweater...the sick stuff about your mom...im from bride-killer 2...another FOOD LION, honestly...is that a strip club?...damn virginians...the tilt and slide...the security guard that didnt do anything...not seeing the skirt in AE (sonofabitch)...the kill yourself CD Those are many of the good times I had with Justin in Virginia Beach :) I'm so glad I went, I really needed to take a break from school and go somewhere other then home. It was perfect how it worked out. Well, because of me, we had a little bit of a late start...I had to work Friday night til 10:30, so we didn't leave until Saturday morning. Haha Justin had a little bit of a late start too, so we didnt end up leaving until like 11 or 1130. But thats ok :) We got there around 3 and just chilled out for awhile. We tried going to dinner at like 6...buuut had a little bit of a "thing" (hehe) Everything came out ok in the end...and SCENE: TAKE 2 OF DINNER. We went to the mall first then went to the Olive Garden and had a pretty non-mannered dinner haha. It was funny. Afterwards we went on the alcohol finding trip that took a good hour. But it was good times :) and we did find alcohol...at Food Lion (I'm actually surprised we actually saw a Food Lion, because Virginia doesnt really have any lol *wink*) We went back to the hotel and i ALMOST finished a whole bottle of wine...but I got preeeettty tried. So i zonked out. we woke up and headed home...and the rest is history :) "Is this love that I'm feeling, Is this the love, that I've been searching for Is this love or am I dreaming, This must be love, 'Cos it's really got a hold on me, A hold on me..." :) Thanks Justin. Current Mood: happy | | Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004 | | 10:38 am |
wow so lil erin, clair, and micaela have this womans studies class and yesterday they watched this portion of a movie. well, they claimed it was so good, so they borrowed it from their teacher so they could watch it and show the rest of us. It was called "Boys Don't Cry" and it was about this girl who wanted to be a boy...so she changed her look to be one and fell in love with this girl named Lana. The movie was actually really good...some parts were just messed up...but its a true story so...yeah. the actors were really good i thought. We're going to try and find the documentary soon cuz we really want to know the story. Current Mood: mellow | | Thursday, October 21st, 2004 | | 2:37 pm |
WEEEEEEE the Sox are going to the World Series!!!!!!! :D I got a call from Chris last night...boy that was a surprise!! I havent been able to talk to him because he's been in Louisianna for 3 weeks doing some army training. But he comes back to FSU saturday in time for Homecomming :) Im so excited, I missed him! Went over to the football boys house last night...can I just tell you I love that house?? All the guys there are so great...and i love hanging out with guys cuz they just dont care about stuff. you just say whatever. unlike girls who take everything the wrong way. haha Delta Chi's lip sync is tonight!!!!! waahooo! its like the coolest thing ever. I cant wait!!!! welp shower time before lab...catch u guys later Current Mood: happy | | Wednesday, October 20th, 2004 | | 10:14 am |
the Boston Red Sox are my dad the 3 games in a row they played were AWESOME!! cant wait to see tonights game!!!!! oh yeah and A-Rod is a D-bag haha if u saw the game last night, you would know why. thats not how a person runs damnit lol And HAPPY BIRTHDAY to one of my bestest friends KEVIN!!!!!!! It's been like 8 years since I gave him that goofy latch-hook pillow and the drumset clock awwwww :) I MISS YOU BUDDY!!!! went on a mini shopping spree last night...got some lotions and spray, 2 shirts, a camie and the most beautiful coat in the whole world :) hehehe i'm so bad. the discount is so crucial :) my "school OCD" has been actually working well for me lately haha...the tests ive been constantly studying for are turning out to be A's :D I got an A and my communications paper, an A on that test, and A on my educ. test and an A on my Sociology test :) i just took another test yesterday and KNOW i did well. the lowest i prolly got was a high B and now im in the middle of studying for my geography test on friday! ahhhh i think i'll do ok. so anyway, yay for OCD-ness Current Mood:  accomplished | | Monday, October 11th, 2004 | | 3:14 pm |
i got some pretty upsetting news last night after work. my friend rachel passed away this weekend. :( i know she went to hammerjacks on thursday night and they found her dead in her bedroom the next day. apparently it was alcohol poisoning, but we don't know. she was one of those kids that you've known all of your life. we grew up together. our brothers were best friends and our families were close. we went to eachothers birthday parties and watched our brothers play soccer together. we built a fort in her backyard and made sure no boys were allowed in. we ate grilled cheese sandwiches together and played with our barbies. we went through elementary with eachother, parted through middle school due to zoning and re-united different people in high school. ive just been in shock all last night and today. she's gone. she's not here anymore. i don't deal with death very well and i just don't understand. i believe in God. I believe he is the most powerful force on earth. but why, why does he have to be so selfish and take people away from their families and friends? she never did anything bad to anyone. why did she have to be the one who was taken?? Cause the love and the laughter Will live long after all of the sadness and the tears We'll meet again, my old friend RIP Rachel... things like these make me really really really miss mary. its like im her mother, sent her off to college not knowing what shes doing every second of the day. not knowing if shes ok or of shes hurt. i cried after my one class today because i missed her so much. shes my best friend and if i ever lost her, i would lose myself. she's a part of me. my past, present and future. i cant imagine what i would do without her. she makes u laugh when u need to laugh (and even when you dont) she cries with you when you need someone to cry with and she goes out of her way to make you feel important. i am so lucky to have her as a best friend. I LOVE YOU MC my heart hasnt been cooperating with me lately. ive had long periods of being extra tired and feeling weak. it hurts a lot too...sharp pains coming and going as they please. its gotten so frequent that people are noticing. i dont know how long i can go without telling all my friends about this. i just need to think more. i have a doctors appointment this wednesday. i think im getting surgery. its a 50 50 chance of survival. this operation is tricky. one bad move..and yeah. so im scared outta my mind. but i know i'll get a sign telling me its the right thing to do. hey, maybe it'll be by brian :) Current Mood: thoughtful | | Friday, October 8th, 2004 | | 9:51 am |
i got this in the mail this morning...i cant stop crying...i miss him, God I miss him WUT UP E- "its kind of difficult writing this to you...knowing that for a long time i wont be able to see you...but i go back to the beginning of why im writing this letter. there are so many things i want to say to you in here and i really dont know where to start other than thank you. thank you erin for believing in me, for the random cheerful phone calls, the nice emails, and the surprise visits. you had a way about doing one of those things at a time when i needed them the most. hearing the imfamous "wanna hear a funny story?" and then listening to how outrageous it actually was (haha) just made me forget about how sick i am. when you helped me do my laundry i felt like a normal guy for awhile. when we took a walk and talked at the 'tree' it was as if i was dreaming. when we went to the store and you knocked over that clothes display (haha) everything felt real. you made me feel normal erin, and nobody has ever done that. my last month on this earth has been nothing but wonderful thanks to you and my family and close friends. i wouldnt change any of it. it was as if you were the sunshine during my dark days. ~~there's a lot more but i want to keep that part private~~ i'll never forget when i first saw that beautiful woman sitting on her hospital bed looking up at me for the first time. i was blown away. you were so pretty, i certainly didnt think you wanted to talk to me...but you did. you made it feel like ive known you forever. i was comfortable with you. you're special erin, always know that. you were here to serve a purpose...to help people. and you certainly did... i love your laugh, i love your smile, i love how good your hair smells, i love how you giggle when youre telling a story, i love how funny you are, i love your hugs, i love how you say the right thing at the right time, i love how much you cherish your friends, i love how kind you are to people, i love how you take life as a rollercoaster ride, but most of all...i love you. its not a goodbye, but as you would say a "welp, see ya later" dont ever lose the light in your eyes love, brian *I am speechless..... Current Mood: touched, but sad | | Wednesday, October 6th, 2004 | | 11:17 am |
| | Tuesday, October 5th, 2004 | | 10:13 am |
went over to my friends house last night...decided to stop being a nerd and take a break from studying so we went outside to play catch in the street at 12am. it was sooo fun!! after about 30 minutes a bunch of 'em went inside cuz it was getting cold...but i stayed out there with jack. as we were throwing, i started to cry a little :( the leaves were turning colors and falling from the trees, the wood smell in the air and the noises outside made me homesick. i always get a little homesick around this time, especially during halloween. all this fun stuff happened at home when it's fall. late night drumline rehearsals, cuddling with mary on the bus after our saturday competitions, home SC football games, taking the little kids down the street trick or treating, homecoming, going to keiths house to play in the leaves, hot chocolate at denny's every friday night, and playing pranks on the football boys in mt airy. all of this suddenly took over my mind last night and i just got sad. so jack and i stood there, in the street, me crying hehe. like im cool now...i guess i was just a little emotional last night for some reason. i dunno when im going home next...bobcats have a home football game this saturday that i dont wanna miss and next weekend im going home with teri g to see her brothers play football. and the the following weekend is fsu's homecomming. so...i dunno...we shall see. missin my SC crew and drumliners so much...and of course some of those liberty kidds ;) x's and o's Current Mood: thoughtful | | Friday, October 1st, 2004 | | 6:03 pm |
i think i got the best news of my life today. sarah and i are going to costa rica Current Mood: f-ing excited | | Thursday, September 30th, 2004 | | 1:26 pm |
This could be a slow song A laundry list of all my wrongs But at the end of the day This is my beautiful disaster piece I've made Gonna laugh I know the pain is here This will all make perfect sense someday I'll be okay There's got to be a reason for the rain I don't understand the numbers But my faith is in the math And come someday these twisted ties will tangle Will it back in life And to all the hearts I've broken And the ones that once broke mine I've got suspicions, all will be forgiven in time Gonna look you in the eye and say This will all make perfect sense someday I'll be okay Current Mood: contemplative | | Thursday, September 16th, 2004 | | 1:48 pm |
this week has been excellent :) the delta zeta stuff has been wonderful. the sisters that i've met are amazing and so nice! like teri said, when u walk outta their house or apartment or whatever, you cant help but smile because theyre just a great group of people. and its true. we were in the best of moods last night after we did our rush stuff. kristina said we've been doing really well meeting people and acting like ourselves (which is a good thing). preference night is next thursday. we have dinner with the sisters this friday, and then we have 2 more rush events next tuesday and wednesday. im so excited :D softball has been going awesome as well. i didnt know how much ive missed all my girls and how much they missed me! i love it. and ive been playing well too which is good. made some good plays in center at our scrimmage on sunday. yeeeeaaah. XD like, everything has been going really great..school, softball, work, and now DZ stuff. ive been meeting a lot of wonderful people and its good cuz i needed to branch out a little. the only thing that sucks is that the left side of my cheek and jaw is swollen. :( my wisdom tooth is killing me like never before and my mouth inside is soooo swollen. half of me looks like a little chipmunk hehe. i cant eat on that side and it hurts to swallow :( oh well, im getting them cut out over winter break....hopefully this pain will go away before then. yipes anyways, hope everyone is doing ok :) have a good one Current Mood: happy | | Tuesday, September 14th, 2004 | | 3:22 pm |
welp, yesterday was like the busiest day ever. I had 3 classes...residence life came to bunk our beds (omg yes) so i had to help them...then i went to softball practice and stayed the whole time even though i shouldve left like 15 minutes early cuz i had my first day of work. buuut we were hitting and i so wanted to stay. turns out we hit until 5:45, and i started work at 6:15. boyyy that was so fun rushing out of there, getting myself pretty and hurrying into work on time. i dunno HOW i managed it, but i was there on time :) work was fun...i got to look at american eagle clothes all night and help my friends from college on what outfit they should buy. honestly, could it have been better? oh yea! i cleaned...there ya go, it got better! hehe i left work at 10 and was hungry as ever. i didnt eat for 10+ hours, so i was due. ironically enough, my friend scott called and asked to come over. i got in and told the boys i was hungry, so scott, jack, dave, and lambert all helped in making me dinner :) it was THE cutest thing ever. and sooo sweet of them :) i was really tired after that so i went home and went to bed. im soooo excited about tonight though :D DELTA ZETA RUSH!! yeeeaaaah!! it starts tonight at 9 and they have stuff throughout the week...this is gonna be so fun whether i get a bid or not. welp, i gotta tend to this room...its insane haha Current Mood:  excited | | Wednesday, September 8th, 2004 | | 6:18 pm |
| | Tuesday, September 7th, 2004 | | 11:20 pm |
"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous.Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes." Finally..."us" I love you |
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